This might be like one of those movies that just throw you right into a story without giving you any information.
Life is so full of conflict. From being a child to parenting a child to having your child parent a child. Just as a precursor, I don't always make sense.
So I've been dealing with conflict my whole life, of course as most do. The difference with me is I was always taught that I couldn't ever be the victim of conflict that no matter what it was always somehow in someway my fault or my doing that put me in this place. Most of the time this is true. We all have control of our own path in which we chose to walk. I have a very hard time resolving conflict in my life because of this though. When I was younger I wrote alot to help with all those crazy hormones and chemical changes that happens to teenagers, and it worked for the most part. So now Im back at it. I have reached new levels of, lets call it responsibilities, as an adult and these conflicts are growing quickly in a confusing and frustrating rate. In the past I have found that ignoring the issues was the best because I could do no wrong if I did nothing at all, right? I couldn't be at fault or my favorite, I wont be over reacting about this or that particular issue. That backlash of this strategy is a concoction of anger, confused, and frustrated emotion that would only wait for the smallest most ridiculous thing to happen to cause an eruption of rage. Anger is an addicting emotion. That might sound strange but it has to be. I love being and feeling happy, but somehow some way anger always creeps in. We as humans are not supposed to be angry, we should never feel like this, I shouldn't feel like this.
